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The calmness of the sea. The warmth breeze and the beauty of nature. The place where I can put aside my thoughts.

The calmness of the sea. The warmth breeze and the beauty of nature. The place where I can put aside my thoughts.



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Random thoughts. Lame ideas. It is actually fun to stay at home but it’s really nicer when you have something to enjoy though. -_-

I miss my school. :|

I miss my friends. </3


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You—

I get tired, too. I can’t take care of you all the time. I get sick, too. I can’t be around you all the time. Sometimes, I have other things to prioritize that I can’t just let it slide because of you. I can’t bring you happiness all the time. I have my own demons inside me that I have to face. I get hurt, too. I cry, too. I can’t protect you all the time. I have my own fears, too. I can’t keep on understanding you and set aside my own opinion, because I would want you to understand me, too. I can’t bring down my pride and take the blame for everything all the time. I get sick of feeling like shit.

I can’t give you my all, and not get anything back. Although I love you, I have to value myself, too.

That’s what I want from you. Value me. Love me. I want to be taken care of. I want to be fed and to be looked after when I’m sick. I want to be adored. I want random messages saying what I mean to you, what I’m worth, that you love me. I want to be nestle in your warmth. I want small surprises. I want to be serenaded. I want to cry on your shoulders, because I have my own insecurities to deal with. I want you to bring me happiness from time to time. I want to see you try. That I am as important in your life as you are to me.

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Relationships blah blah.

I could not even resist on saying that being in a relationship is somehow one of the most happiest status a person can have. Yes it is indeed full load pack of dopamine whenever you are with your special someone. A feeling of being secured whenever you need some cuddles and sweet bonding together. It is somewhat giving yourself a chance being being with someone whom you can trust and be with until growing old. It is like you are having a friend but at the same time a bestfriend, an adviser, an enemy and most especially a lover. But what I have realized is that, sometimes it is better to have a compete time for yourself only wherein you can actually do the things that you want without attachment to someone. Because sometimes in a realtionship, one is experiencing dilemma that actually connects to the fear of losing one self in the process of being attached and not having enough time to ponder on his/her own self. Yes, relationships do last long but sometimes it is inevitable to have a second thought. Especially in a long term relationship, it could be more scarier because what if one day„ one realizes the things that he/she wants to do without being attached to anyone? The regrets, the feeling of what you could have done when you till have the chance?

Sometimes, it is tough because it will be realized in the end where chances are no longer available.


Uncertainly, some fools just didn’t understand what a girl really needs. They just don’t get the fact that a girl is a GIRL, nothing more, nothing less. People are often familiar that girls are bound to be surrounded by feelings, emotions, soft-hearted attitude and whatsoever. :| They just don;t get the fact that ATTENTION is somewhat the most important thing you could ever give a girl. My professor mentioned in our Gender Relations class, Girls are ATTENTION SEEKERS, so if they started to demand for something like that, DUDE it is normal. :|

I find it so lame for the guys who are actually narrow-minded that they could not even understand it.


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It was really long ago since I opened my tumblr account. It actually surprised me because there are certain changes that happened including the icons blah blah. Well then, I actually have a lot of time to blog now. No more school stuffs for a while. I dunno, I just want to write again the thing that happened in the last few months, weeks and days. It’s really good to have home like tumblr wherein you can go back whenever you need to express the thoughts that keeps on bugging you. :>


In one’s existence, though violent minds like rough winds maybe attacking you, If one practices patience, one can have tranquility in the heart.







I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
It&#8217;s good to be in the middle of the sea. You could eventually inhale fresh air and exhale toxic vibes.

I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

It’s good to be in the middle of the sea. You could eventually inhale fresh air and exhale toxic vibes.






Im still dreaming that one day this heart will be called yours :">
Often called as Yelle. Nineteen and still growing. Ordinary blogger. Adamsonian. Crybaby. Cam-aholic. have small thin eyes.
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